which isn't always necesarily a good thing, although i think(there's that word again), that this time it'll turn out to be for the best.
Mostly, i've just been thinking about where I am right now, and where I'm going.
I used to be totally set on what I was doing, where I was going, how I was getting there.
Now I'm not so sure, and I've been thinking back to the last part of T.O.K., and different perspectives.
And I cant for the life of me remember the name, although I think it may have been deontological, but there was one theory, where the goal reached didn't really matter, as much as the way in which it was reached.
And it finally hit home, I want to enjoy life. Yeah, I've been saying it for ages, but now it finally feels like there's a reason for it, and a cause.
And I do know where I want to end up, and however that happens, will happen. And this all may be a bunch of word vomit, but it makes me feel a little more at peace with everything.